I turned 24 today, and I look back to every single me in the past, some were proud beyond reason, some had no idea what was going on but still had to fake it, some thought life was not worth living, and I thank each one of them for making the me I am today.
I think about what does it mean to be a human. Humans give “being human” so much meaning. prior to being human and part of society, I am a living being. Sometimes I throw away all of the meaning that is related to human or built by humans, and think: living organisms just need to eat some meals everyday and respirate and sleep. It’s not that difficult. Today felt like any normal day, I had things I like: warm food, a place to lie down, and things I didn’t like: the rain and wet socks. I had so many thoughts, at one point I rejoiced in life, at another I felt anxious and even shed tears. what miraculous variety to life, to be able to feel, what an strange little person in this body
@sleepychunk · March 26, 2026
